You looked up just as someone dropped a glass off the
balcony. It shattered against the marble floor, shards flying and flipping
through the air. There was a scream of shock and Crowler blew up in a hissy
fit. “Don’t do that!” he screeched. “Don’t you know the health inspectors are
coming?”
Being on an island, the Duel Academy had its fair share of
hazards. Not only was it difficult to evacuate, but the usually damp air was
perfect for diseases and insects. You always had this image of opening up the
stadium doors to see millions of crawling things. Though, while the school was
a theoretical danger, it didn’t really experience many issues. There hadn’t
been a mold outbreak, there hadn’t been an infestation of carpenter ants, and
there hadn’t been a full-scale fire that required evacuating. It was okay.
But, anyway, the health inspectors were coming. You stepped
back from the broken glass and wound your way through the mob of students who
had stopped to see Crowler have an aneurysm. The hallways were nearly empty
because most people where in class, but you had free time because you were in
Obelisk.
You were what you called a “reluctant Obelisk.” Essentially,
that meant that when it came down to testing you fell into the Obelisk
category, but as a person you were not quite cut out for it. For example, you
were a hella awkward duelist. Most people can get up in front of the school and
snap on the duel disk and play some cards; you could do no such thing. Nor did
you want to. Dueling was a pretty visceral experience, and a weird one at
that—you had little interest in dealing with holograms, especially holograms
that didn’t always stay holograms.
Crowler’s shrill voice echoed down the corridor and you
quickly dove into the study room and shut the sound-proof door behind you,
albeit gently. The study room was reserved for Obelisk students only but no one
really enforced that rule, so anyone could use it as long as they weren’t too
obvious. It was perfectly square and filled with bookshelves and desks and
armchairs and tables for group study. Though, to be honest, not much studying
went on in there; it was kind of a quiet, social gathering place.
You slunk to the back of the room and threw all of your
stuff down next to an overstuffed chair. Nearby, a group of Ra students talked
quietly at one of the tables. The lights were dimmer than usual and it was
considerably calmer than it had been yesterday and earlier this week. It was
kind of your hang-out spot.
You fell heavily into the chair and kicked your
school-issued boots off, tucking your feet under you. You had disgusting
amounts of homework but didn’t want to do any of it, and so you snuggled into a
corner of the chair and flipped aimlessly through some scientific journal lying
on the coffee table beside you.
Thirty minutes later, someone came to stand by your chair.
“What are you reading?” they asked.
You glanced up to see a disgruntled-looking Chazz. He glared
back and nodded at the book. “I don’t know,” you said, blinking up at him. “The
human genome, I think.” You looked at the cover of the journal and nodded.
Chazz half snorted, but seemed to control himself. “You
can’t read the human genome, idiot,”
he said under his breath. He looked about himself, seemingly for a chair, but
decided against it, instead crossing his arms defensively over his black jacket
front. “Why?”
“Why not?” You shut the book against your chest. Chazz
rarely ever spoke to you. You thought you two had maybe one real conversation
ever, but you’d recently been paired up in a practice duel that ended in a draw
because Crowler had been rushed off to a meeting. You were suddenly afraid he
was going to challenge you to a duel. You shut your eyes and prayed to every
god you could think of that that wasn’t the case.
Chazz raised an eyebrow. “No reason. Just curious. Are you
going Saturday night?” It wasn’t really a question. Chazz’s voice was about as
dead as the burger you’d eaten last night for dinner, and his entire expression
was deadpan. He was the master of apathy, this boy.
“What’s Saturday night?” you asked tentatively, afraid you
were missing something huge.
Chazz said nothing for a short while. “The end of semester
dance,” he said finally. He didn’t even blink. You weren’t sure that was a good
thing.
“Oh. Oh!” you exclaimed in a whisper. “I forgot. Wow. Yeah,
I’m going.” You set aside the journal and narrowed your eyes on middle space in
thought. Chazz rolled his eyes and sighed in vexation.
“Are you going with someone?” he asked tiredly, uncrossing
and recrossing his arms.
You snapped your eyes up to look at him. “Oh my god, is it
one of those dances? I am so bad at those kinds of dances…” You made
a face and a small sobbing noise.
Chazz seemed to consider your sanity for a moment. “Yes,
it’s one of those dances. So I guess you’re not going with anyone yet…” He
sighed and looked up at the ceiling, tapping his foot softly on the carpeted
floor. You watched Chazz be Chazz and strongly considered hiding beneath the
chair as a way to save yourself from the judgment waves pouring off of him.
He looked back down at you and blinked rapidly a few times
as though trying to clear his mind. “Is there anyone you want to go with?” he
asked in that sort-of way he sort of asked questions.
You pursed your lips and leaned forward on your elbows.
“Well, I haven’t thought about it.” You scrunched your nose up at him. “I
suppose there’s someone I’d go with. I just haven’t thought of them yet.”
Chazz narrowed his already narrow eyes at you. “Well, when
you think of that someone, let me know.” He dropped his arms and shoved them in
his pockets, nodding tritely at you before turning and starting to walk away.
“Wait, Chazz!” you hissed in a stage whisper. He looked over
his shoulder at you expectantly. “Are you saying you want to go with me?” you
asked, tilting your head at him. Chazz stared at you briefly before closing his
eyes and smiling smugly.
“Of course not, idiot,” he muttered, striding out of the
study room and shutting the door a little too loudly behind him. You sighed and
sunk back into the chair unceremoniously. The dance was another stupid thing to
think about, and now that you thought about it, was a pretty damn big deal. You
sighed and buried your face in your hands.
You did some homework you didn’t want to do and tried
comprehending the science journal you had been reading earlier to no avail. At
some point, you put everything down and just stared at the ceiling.
The study
room was warm and dim, and you looked at your watch to see that it was almost
three. “Blah,” you breathed, curling into the chair as tight as you could go,
trying to make time and school and everything go away for, like, ten minutes so
you could nap.
Moments later, it seemed, you opened your eyes and sat up in
the chair. Your head spun and you reached up to tame your unruly brown hair
that was, generally, unruly by nature. You checked your watch to see that only
two minutes had passed and slumped down in the seat as your heart rate slowed.
“Excuse me,” a voice said, closer than you realized at
first. You jumped in shock and looked around for a moment before looking over
to your right at the nearest bookcase. A tall male Obelisk student stared at
you, and you only kind of recognized the face.
You looked around, trying to figure out who he may have been
speaking to. When you saw no one, you pointed at yourself and blinked rapidly.
“Oh. Oh, me. Yeah?” You adjusted yourself so you weren’t a lump in the middle
of the chair and tried to look at least sort of competent.
He stepped forward from the shadow of the bookcase and moved
the books in his right hand to his left. “Are you still reading that?” He
nodded at the journal lying open on the arm of the chair. As you watched him,
he seemed to smile, but only with his eyes. “I noticed you were using it
before…”
“Oh, no, I’m not. You can have it.” You closed it and handed
it to him. He took the few steps closer and took it from you gently, adding it
to his stack. “Sorry about that…”
“It’s fine,” he said, and you were beginning to recognize
him, but not quite. You swore you’d seen this guy before. He wore an Obelisk
uniform, a tight blue shirt under a blue jacket, and the usual school issued
boots you’d seen a billion times. You squinted your eyes, trying to recall the
name.
“Interested in the
human genome?” you muttered to yourself. He must have heard it, because he
looked up at you and did the eye-smile from before. The rest of his face was
placid.
“Heart disease,” he said simply. You blinked blankly. “There
are many articles in here.” He held up the book and waved it a bit in the air.
You tried your hardest not to feel like a stupid blob. It only kind of worked.
“Oh. Sure,” you said, still lost in remembering the name. It
was on the tip of your tongue…
He had begun to turn away, but you looked up just as he was
turning back to you. “Are you Aila?” he asked. It sounded as though he already
knew, to be honest.
“Uh, yeah.” You nodded slowly and unconsciously reached up
to wrestle your hair into submission.
“You are…?” You hoped he couldn’t tell
you had no idea who he was. It was always uncomfortable when you’ve gone to
school with someone for three years and never learned their name. Incredibly
uncomfortable.
“Zane. Zane Truesdale,” he said, and you could see the ghost
of an actual smile on his face.
Something in you stopped but you couldn’t tell what. You
widened your eyes only kind of, and acted as though you had known that all
along, but you couldn’t tell if it worked. “Oh, hi,” you smiled at him and
waved a little. The most bizarre feeling of absurdity came over you. Zane
retained the tiny almost-smile and nodded at your wave, turning and walking
over to a table a few chairs down from your chair. You watched as he sat down
and arranged his books before him.
Of course. Zane Truesdale. You scrunched your nose up and
fell back into the chair. You knew Zane Truesdale, technically. He was, like, the man of the school. You just never
had immediate contact with him, and so you couldn’t have placed the name with
the face no matter how hard you’d tried. Though, you could actually remember
seeing him before in duels and classes, but it just never clicked. You sighed
and wiped a hand down your face. Oh, Aila.
Three-thirty saw you still in your soft chair, taking notes
on special summons from an enormous textbook balanced on your knees. The table
of Ra students had dispersed and now there were just a handful of people in the
study room, mainly Obelisk students. You threw your head back to look at the
ceiling and blew air out of your mouth to disrupt the hair falling in your
face. It just floated back down into your eyes. Your hair was long and
wavy-curly—it couldn’t decide, apparently—and usually a mess. A hot mess, but a
mess. You brushed it all over one shoulder and held it there.
The bell rang for late afternoon classes. You made an upset
noise and slowly lifted the textbook off of yourself, closing it and setting it
on the coffee table. The other students did similar things: snapping binders
shut, rustling papers, stuffing bags. You put your notebook back in your pack
and zipped it up, collecting your jacket over one arm. Class began at 3:45 and
yours was only up the stairs, so there wasn’t a huge rush.
You glanced over at Zane to see him rising and stacking his
books neatly by size. You sighed and walked out of the study room. In the
hallway, you took out your phone and read an unread text from your mom asking
about holiday break. You scrunched your nose up at the screen and decided to
reply later.
The study room door opened and closed behind you. Something
moved in your peripheral vision and you turned toward the person. Zane was
holding out the science journal. “Here,” he said, and his tone had something
like amusement in it. “For your genome research.”
You took it from him and caught the more-than-almost smile
on his face as he turned away and walked off down the hall. You flipped the
first page open and noticed a note stuck to the inside cover. Ref HG 1866-1923.C75, it said in crisp,
all-caps handwriting.
“Oh,” you said. “Oh, that’s real cute.” You shook your head
and shoved the note in your pocket, tucking the journal under your arm and
heading the opposite way down the corridor.
“When the inspectors are here, there are to be no
shenanigans!” Crowler cawed to the students. You rested your head on the desk
and sighed. He was losing it.
Chazz came walking into the class late like it wasn’t any
big deal. Crowler didn’t even notice. You blinked as he sat right in front of
you and turned in his seat halfway to stare at you curiously.
“What?”
“You’re, like, twenty minutes late,” you whispered, pointing
at your watch. He looked at it and shrugged.
“Why do you care?” he asked, gazing at you unblinkingly with
his almost-dead eyes. You scrunched your face up.
“I don’t, really…” You put your head back on the desk and
let your mass of hair fall around your vision like a curtain. Crowler was
talking about dorm searches, which you eventually registered and your head shot
up.
“Starting tomorrow faculty will be going through the
buildings and looking in rooms for any suspicious items that may or may not be
a danger to other students.” He clasped his hands together in front of himself
and sighed, bowing his head. “I know none of my well-behaved Obelisks will have
any… upsetting paraphernalia, but it’s a necessary precaution.” He moved his
hand as though to wipe away a tear. “We can’t have the health inspectors coming
upon anything suspect.”
The class made a collective noise of distaste. You pouted
and dropped your chin down on your arms. You hoped the searchers wouldn’t find
your food stash.
Chazz turned halfway in his seat again and did that stare he
did. “What?” you half-whispered, half-whined at him. “You’re been interacting a
lot with me lately…”
He rolled his eyes. “You know,” he muttered, “most people
wouldn’t complain.” He paused and looked at the ceiling briefly. “We need to
continue our duel from a few days ago.”
Your heart dropped. “We need
to?”
“Yes.” He narrowed his eyes slightly. “There wasn’t any
closure. I need closure.”
You made a face and backed away from his sort-of-manic
glare. “But we totally can’t,” you protested slowly, evaluating his danger
level. “Because I suck at dueling.”
You could’ve sworn you heard a growl. Chazz seemed to puff
up a bit and his eyes darkened. “You do not,
and we are dueling. No Obelisk sucks at dueling.”
“Well, I do.” You watched him watch you incredulously. “My
cards are balls,” you said, quickly pulling out your deck. You flipped the top
card and held it up in front of his face. The two of you looked at the strange
fiery horse with the 700 ATK points. “Balls,” you reiterated.
“Balls,” he muttered back at you, nodding his head but
giving you the most skeptical look you’d ever seen outside of a cartoon. He
looked you up and down momentarily. “Well, think about it,” he said, voice kind
of sulky.
“Yeah, sure,” you mumbled. He nodded and turned back around
in his seat. You slumped down and slapped your hands over your face. Crowler’s
voice was white noise in the background. You weren’t bad at dueling. Your cards
weren’t bad either. But, if you could make Chazz believe the duel would be a waste
of time, maybe he wouldn’t bother you about it. Maybe. Probably not.
Thirty more minutes later and the bell rang for the next
class. You looked toward the window at the back of the classroom. It was
already getting dark—the sun sat low on the water, casting brilliant pink and
orange beams against the dark purple sky. You sighed and moved to get your
stuff.
Crowler was suddenly next to your desk. You looked up slowly
and stared at his pale face for a moment. “Uh, yes, Mr. Cro—Dr. Crowler?” You
picked up your bag and jacket and stood in front of him, tucking the science
journal under your arm. “Is there something wrong?”
“No,” he said simply. You waited as he seemed to take a very
deep breath. “That duel between you and Chazz from a few days ago was so rudely
interrupted by that stupid meeting. It should be continued.”
Everything inside of you dropped endlessly. “Oh. Is that to
get full credit, or…?”
“No, you already got the credit,” he said, waving his hand
dismissively. “It’s for closure.”
You widened your eyes and nodded as though this
were the first time you were hearing this. “Uh, yeah. That makes sense. When…
When would this be happening?” You tucked your hair behind your ear and put on
a very expectant face.
He narrowed his eyes in thought and hummed. “Friday. At
five-thirty. Right after last class and before dinner. It’s perfect,” he
decided, apparently, and clapped his hands together. “In the arena.”
You didn’t think you’d be able to move even if you tried.
“In the arena? The… arena arena?”
When he nodded spastically you tried very hard not to sob. The main arena
seated almost 1000 people, definitely the whole school population. Knowing
Crowler, he was going to bring an audience.
“Okay,” you breathed, steadying
your voice. “That… sounds good.”
“Great. Now off you go.” He shooed you out of the class and
shut the door behind you. You stood in the hallway and stared at passing
students in silence for a minute.
“Oh my god, shit!” you hissed to yourself. Chazz may have
been this bizarre, enigmatic lunatic, but he was a very good duelist. You were
a much more normal human being who probably ranked about 4.6 on the 1-10 Are
You A Good Duelist? scale. Perfect. Your Friday was going to be wonderful.
You woke up the next day and praised the gods above it was
only Thursday. First class for you didn’t start until nine, so you rolled,
literally, out of bed and onto the floor, where you lay in a heap until you
were hungry enough to get up. At eight, you were in the Obelisk dining room,
sort of functioning and sort of knowing what you were doing. Students around
you were walking by with heaped plates and drinks and you threw your stuff in
the general direction of a chair and headed toward the food.
After acquiring your breakfast you took it back to the table
and began eating at a sort of healthy pace. You picked up your juice just as a
small group of second-year male Obelisk students sidled up to the table. “You,
uh, Aila?” one of them—the head, clearly—asked.
You took a long sip and looked at them over the top of your
glass in confusion. “Yeah…”
The group made noises and the main guy grinned. “No way! You
challenged Chazz Princeton to a duel for Friday, right?”
As you stared blankly they all started talking to each other
about stats and likelihoods and bets.
“Right, yeah,” you said finally, setting
down the glass and feeling the raging beast within crave the taste of Crowler
flesh. However, that beast had your personality, so quickly chilled the hell
out and left. You sighed deeply.
“We’ll definitely be there,” the main guy was saying and
exited with his group. You watched them go and tried to calm yourself by
shoveling eggs into your mouth.
At eight-thirty, you set your empty plate on the cart and
slung your pack over one shoulder. You stood there for a moment and stared at
your schedule, trying to figure out where to spend your free blocks. As you
walked through the dining room toward the door, at least three other people
acknowledged you had challenged Chazz to a duel. You tried to think of flowers
and ponies.
Near the door, you waited for the mob to thin out so you
could get through. “Aila,” a voice said casually, calmly over the noise of the
crowd. You looked over to see Zane standing with a group of about five other
third-year Obelisks you knew to be full of it. He didn’t look remotely fazed by
how close they were standing to him, nor by how many girls were prowling the
area with predatory, love-filled eyes. You wondered how he was even a human
being, being so tolerant.
“… Hey,” you replied, expecting to see a bunch of people
look at you. If anyone was, they were subtle about it. You were silently
thankful.
Zane blinked at you languidly, expression cool and
collected. “How is your genome research going?” he asked, completely serious.
You nodded. “Pretty well, actually,” you said, punctuating
the sentence by widening your eyes. You saw the strange eye-smile he did but
figured no one else did, because his face remained completely serene.
“That’s good,” he said, nodding at you. “See you later.” He
stared at you impassively and then looked off toward the windows. You wondered
how someone could be so weird and yet so normal, and quickly exited the room.
The day was entirely uneventful except for that one part
when a student tried tossing a potted plant from one side of the second floor
to another student on the other side of the second floor across the foyer but
failed, and it sailed to the ground and shattered into a giant smear of dirt
and stems and ceramic pieces. Crowler had a conniption or something like it.
You were there. It was funny.
You actually took your dinner to your room, where you ate
the pasta Bolognese on your floor carefully while staring blankly at your
spread out cards. Your best monster was this enormous black dragon with a
gazillion ATK points, but you didn’t like summoning him because he was a
serious dick. Your life was so difficult.
You collected your favorite cards together and put them at
the top of your deck in any random order. Then you leant back against the bed
and ate your spaghetti and inwardly sobbed.
Someone came by and checked your room for “suspicious items”
and you were fine because they didn’t find your giant bag of snacks. Score. You
ate the rest of your dinner in relative joy.
At lunch the next day, Chazz hunted you down and cornered
you in the empty art classroom. You braced yourself, afraid he was going to
bite you or kiss you or something equally weird. But he just crossed his arms
and stood there. “Our duel is this evening,” he said.
You gazed at him warily. “I know.”
Chazz narrowed his eyes as he did. “Just checking to make
sure you knew…” He huffed a bit and sighed. “There will be people.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“So you get pumped,” he said, almost shouted. “This is a
serious duel. A duel between two third-year Obelisks is big news.”
“Great. So I have an idea. You do your thing and I’ll lose
on purpose. That way, you get what you want and I don’t have to try too hard
and die. It makes sense.” You paused, evaluating his state. “It’s not that I’m
so bad I don’t think I’d win, it’s that I don’t care as much as you do,
clearly. Well, I care. But not too much, so…”
Chazz had the most disbelieving look on his face. “You… you
don’t care? No!” He stamped his foot and swore. “No, you have to care! I care! You should care! You’re an Obelisk, so you
should care! Stop talking like that! I want a serious duel!”
“Already this duel is kind of a joke, right? I didn’t
actually challenge you.”
“Whatever.” He wiped his mouth and glared at you. “Let’s be
serious about this.” He stopped and walked over to the desk, picking up a
pencil and flipping it around in his hands. After a minute he put it down and
walked back over to you. “You’re a girl, right?”
You stared at him and looked around in confusion. “Yeah…?”
You crossed your arms defensively over your chest, trying to block the obvious
boobs. He didn’t seem to notice or care.
“Right. So already people will think I’m going to win.
You’re not too well-known and I’m popular—ˮ
“You also talk a lot,” you deadpanned, gesturing toward him.
Chazz gave you a flat stare. “Yeah. Right.”
So the duel happened. Crowler was like a helicopter-mom,
shouting praise and kind-of-advice to one or the other of you two. You
succeeded in ignoring him, but Chazz spent the entire duel looking extremely
tense, but you couldn’t tell what that was about. The crowd of 200 or so
students was very loud and you could see Obelisks out of your peripheral vision
clamoring closer to the raised platform. You had an increasingly horrible
headache.
You didn’t totally throw it. In fact, you didn’t at all. It
just didn’t seem fun that way. At one point, when you had 2300 LP and he had
2700, you looked over to see him staring at you intently. “Decide one way or
the other,” he had muttered blandly. You thought it may have been a compliment.
You lost, in the end. But, really, he had 150 LP at that
point, so it was as if neither of you won. You didn’t care too much, and were
pretty pleased with yourself for not having a nervous breakdown in front of
that huge crowd. Crowler was pleased just because both of you did well, and
Chazz was not pleased at all but in something like shellshock. After winning,
he walked across the stage toward you and just stood there for a moment, eyes
very dark and very flat, and then sighed very deeply from somewhere inside of
himself and congratulated you in monotone.
“You are so weird,” you said, grabbing his hand and shaking
it. He looked at you and his expression slowly changed from nothing to
confusion. “I’m hungry,” you said, and left.
You thought that would be the end since you had lost, but it
wasn’t. In the dining room people approached you and said things like “Great
duel, Aila!” and “Wow, didn’t know you had it in you!” which wasn’t really a
compliment. You just wanted to eat your steak. Duels took a lot out of you.
At around 6:45, you were sitting alone at the table in front
of your empty dinner plate. You were watching the sun set on the horizon, all
pink and orange and red, when a female voice called your name from very close
by. You snapped your head up to see a pretty blond girl in a third-year Obelisk
uniform. She smiled. “Hi,” she said, “I’m Alexis Rhodes. You don’t know me I
don’t think.”
“Uh, no, I don’t.” You tried to think why you should. “I’m
Aila, but you seem to already know that…”
“Yes. I saw your duel.” She paused and smiled again. You
felt a little pressured to say something but she continued before you could.
“You were very good.”
“I lost,” you informed her, as though maybe she hadn’t
actually been there but only thought she had.
“Maybe,” she said. “But you were still very good.”
“Chazz was better.”
“Not really. He may have just pulled better cards.” She
tilted her head when you blinked at her blankly. “He was really struggling.
That says something.”
You took a deep breath. “Thanks. I don’t… I don’t duel much,
so I was kind of winging it…”
“Don’t duel much?” She mouthed the word “wow” to herself and
widened her eyes. You smiled at her in semi-confusion and nodded a little.
“That’s very cool,” she said. “I’ve never met an Obelisk who wasn’t obsessed
with dueling, I don’t think.”
You were trying to figure out if she was serious or not. You
thought she may have been. “Well, we’re hard to come by,” you replied. She
smiled again, said bye, and left. You sighed and thought about how your
graduating class was so different from you, you sometimes thought maybe you
were in the wrong year. You supposed she had been nice; you just didn’t really
fit in with the dueling elite in this place.
To drive that point home, Zane was suddenly at your table.
He apparently had floated in at some point, or poofed in like a ninja, or
materialized out of nothing because he was not there and then he was. You
jumped, you were so shocked to see him. “Oh, hi,” you said. “How’s your heart
disease research going?”
You could see that he began to smile but stopped himself.
“Well, thank you,” he said calmly. He was looking bizarrely put-together in his
suit pants and button-up shirt. It took you a moment to realize he wasn’t
wearing his Obelisk uniform. You blinked as the thought hit you.
Before you could say anything, he broke his silence and tilted
his head to the side slightly. “I saw your duel with Chazz Princeton.”
Great. You nodded and folded your hands together tightly on
your lap. “How was that for you?”
“Interesting. He’s a very aggressive duelist.” Zane spoke as
though he had done serious research on Chazz and was reporting his findings.
“You put up quite a fight.”
“I try.” You were starting to feel highly uncomfortable. He
was looking down at you very intently, though his expression remained serene. You
realized just how tall he was—very—as he stood there, looking very with it and
knowledgeable and imposing. You figured this was why he was such a big deal.
“I wasn’t expecting that,” he said in a voice much softer
than before. You looked up to see him evaluating you with a look. You scrunched
your nose up.
“Ah, thank you?” You sat up straighter in your chair. “The
genome research really helped.”
Zane smiled suddenly. Actually smiled. And he shifted his
weight to his right hip and folded his arms and gazed down at you with that
smile and said, “You’re funny” in this very calm, very amused tone.
That thing inside of you that had stopped before stopped
again now. You choked on your intake of breath and had to try again. Around a
cough, you found it in yourself to smile. “Uh, thanks, I guess. You’re pretty
funny, too.”
Then he chuckled and you thought maybe the world was ending.
“I haven’t heard that one,” he said, still with the smile. You felt a little
overwhelmed. He looked at his watch suddenly and frowned. “I have to go. Bye,
Aila.” And he nodded at you and did a little wave and was gone. You were very
confused.
“Well,” you muttered to yourself, “that’s… that’s nice.”
You stood in front of your full-length mirror and looked
yourself up and down. In your baggy sweatpants and tank top you did not look
too fabulous and you tried to remember if you ever had been. You tossed a look
at the bed, where various dresses lay in a heap. Most of them were too casual
and one of them was this white behemoth that looked oddly like a wedding gown.
You were too much of a hot mess for dances.
You gathered your mass of hair and piled it on top of your
head in a bun. Now with your giant ball of hair and your slumpy outfit and
cartilage piercings showing you looked a bit like the weird caricature of a
Slifer your friend had drawn at the beginning of the year on the whiteboard in
the Obelisk common room. A little slummy, she might say. Your friend was kind
of strange.
You fell face-down onto the bed and sighed into the sheets.
The only semi-appropriate dresses you owned were bandage dresses which were way
sexy, and those weren’t too classy. Anyway, you felt gross from all the crap
you’d been eating lately, and felt you wouldn’t look too hot in them.
“Being a girl is stupid,” you moaned and kicked at the air a
bit. There was a knock at the door and you twitched, glancing around at the
mess your dorm was in. Sighing, you pushed yourself off the bed and walked over
to open the door.
“Hello!” a teacher you did not recognize said cheerfully.
“I’m here for the dorm check.” You stepped aside as she entered and looked
around the hexagonal room. After, poking her head in the closet and asking for
you to open desk and clothing drawers for her to observe the contents of, she
smiled and went back to the door. “Thank you! Have a nice evening.”
You watched her walk off down the hallway and shut the door
quietly. “Why?” you sighed unhappily, walking over and falling onto the bed
again.
Your phone buzzed. Your mom wanted to talk about vacation
again. You always wondered why it mattered. It wasn’t as though your family had
money; on the scale of richest and poorest students in the school you were probably
smack dab in the middle. And so every vacation you’d just take the boat back to
the mainland, get on a commercial airline and fly yourself home, where you’d
sit around with your family and sometimes your friends and talk and eat. Not
that it bothered you. It didn’t. But you always wondered why your mother made
such a huge deal out of it. It was the same every time.
You rolled off the bed and plopped into a pile of clothes on
the floor. Staring up at the ceiling, you could see the bizarre paint patterns
from where the brushwork went in different directions and the red squares of
light above the windows where the sunset seeped in from behind the shades. You
stuck your tongue out at nothing and imagined serpentine dragons coiling in
through the window panes, bright turquoise and orange with long manes and ivory
claws, two of them, writhing up the walls and turning in circles on your
ceiling until they were intertwined and it was hard to discern where one ended
and the other began.
You sighed. Struggling to roll onto your stomach in the
tangle of clothes, you reached under your bed and pulled out a thick, oversized
hardbound book with a glossy cover. It was last year’s yearbook. You lazily
opened to a random page and kept flipping until you reached your year. It was
near the end, after the photographs of all the first-years participating in
classes and clubs and duels and such.
There was a three-page spread of many
3-inch-by-two-inch photographs of the students in their school uniforms. Only
head and shoulder shots, but the vast array of facial expressions made all the
blue seem far less dull.
You ran your finger down the page and then onto the next
until you found Zane. To be honest, he looked exactly the same and hadn’t
changed one bit physically, but his eyes were vastly different. You had this
weird notion that Obelisks best emoted through their eyes—at least, if Chazz
was any indication, as he seemed to push all of his frustration and confusion
and everything out through his eyes, which were always glittering black like an
angry cat with an arched back.
You held your face close to the page and peered at the small
rectangle that was Zane Truesdale. His eyes were somewhat narrowed and
somewhere else entirely, definitely not in the studio, looking very piercing
and absent. You wrinkled your nose and noticed that his eyes and his hair were
very similar in color. You sighed again and shut the book, sliding it back
under your bed with the one from first-year.
Dragging yourself to your knees and then to your feet, and
surveyed the dresses once again and began putting them back on their hangers.
You wondered if they’d let you attend in casual dress. Probably not.
Dances at the academy were weird things. They included all
three houses and usually took place in the high-ceilinged, glass-walled room
that was the main ballroom in the Obelisk male dormitories. It looked out over the
forest and the ocean beyond and opened out onto a terrace which in turn opened
out into the lake. It was way too fancy,
you thought.
They were also very formal, usually. You recalled the first
dance of the year in the first week of school and how it was a very tuxedo and
gown kind of affair. It stressed you out.
“Aila!” a voice called from the door. You opened it and your
friend Loren stared back at you from behind glasses. She grinned and reached
out to grab your face in her hands and roughly kiss your cheek. Then she was in
your room, sitting on your mess of a bed, pulling off her heeled boots.
“Hello, friend,” you said, blinking at her get-up. Loren,
finishing her shoe removal, jumped up and displayed her outfit. Loren was a
model and very tall, with long curly blond hair and honey-colored eyes, and no
chest and no hips and these ridiculously long legs. Now she was wearing a tight
cranberry dress that only came up to her upper thigh.
“What do you think?” she asked with all seriousness, turning
a slow circle for you.
You tilted your head and considered. “This is for tomorrow?”
She nodded and turned again, pulling her long hair up into a ponytail with her
hand so you could see the lace-up back. You hummed and she turned back around.
“So? Is it too sexy? It’s too sexy.”
“Well… Not really. You could wear tights.”
“I can’t wear tights,” she whined, dropping her hair and
crossing her arms. “I can’t. They give me static.”
You made a face and shrugged. “Yeah, then it’s probably too
sexy.”
Loren made a noise of utmost frustration. “Okay,” she said,
taking a deep breath. “I have this pale fuchsia mermaid gown—ˮ
“That sounds good. Wear that.” You thought briefly about
asking to borrow one of her dresses but then remembered that she was a good
head taller than you.
Loren came behind you and hugged you around your waist
enthusiastically. “You’re the best, Aila, baby,” she cooed, overwhelming you
with floral perfume. You held your breath subtly and nodded. She suddenly
reached up and grabbed your boobs. You squeaked and flailed at her aimlessly.
She bounded out of the way and crouched down behind the head of the bed
fruitlessly. You stalked over to her and folded your arms. “You look great,”
she said, staring up at you from her seated position. “I like the ‘I’m not
giving a fuck’ look.”
You pouted and flung yourself onto the bed face-first. Loren
unfolded and flung herself onto the bed, too. “What’s wrong?” she asked in her
baby voice.
You looked out at her from under your hands. “I don’t have a
dress or a date for the stupid fucking dance,” you groaned. “And I don’t even
care. Should I care? I don’t care.” You paused and sat up suddenly. “Who are
you going with?”
Loren beamed. “A boy from Ra.” She blinked languidly. “He’s
a good kisser.”
You deadpanned. “Great. I’m happy for you.” You huffed and
crossed your arms. “I’m almost eighteen, why can’t I just skip the dance and
leave for vacation early? It seems ridiculous…”
Loren adjusted her glasses dramatically. “You cannot leave
Duel Academy campus for holiday vacation until the end of semester dance
concludes.”
“They just don’t want to have to send more than one boat back
to Japan,” you muttered, narrowing your eyes on what you imagined to be the
administration. You slapped your hands over your face and made a loud noise of
upset. “It’s so gross, Loren. I’m so bad at dances!”
“No, you’re not,” she told you. “You have nice tits.” You
stared at her and she shrugged. “It’s a thing that matters.”
You sighed and picked up your cell phone just as your mother
texted again about vacation. You replied and tossed the device toward the end
of the bed. “You have to bring a date, anyway,” you said, frowning. “I don’t
have a date even if I have a raunchy dress.”
“How raunchy?”
“Raunchy.”
“Damn,” she whistled. “There isn’t anyone you want to go
with? ‘Cause I have a list of, like, twenty eligible guys.”
“Thanks but no thanks, dear.” You rested your chin in your
hand and reached up to toy with one of your piercings. “I don’t even want to
go,” you finally whined, slumping forward and folding yourself in half. Loren
patted your giant bun of hair and clicked her tongue.
“You don’t have to go, baby.” She narrowed her eyes at you
thoughtfully. “That’s not weird.”
Saturday was on the colder side. The sky was a gray-blue
smear and the water was appropriately dark gray and very still. You stared out
your window and grumbled at the weather. Behind you, the door opened and a
teacher poked their head in to remind you to get your things together “if you
plan to leave for vacation.” You were reminded that some students did not leave
the island, and instead stayed in the dorms for the two-and-a-half weeks
everyone else was gone. So sad, you thought, that they were stuck here for
whatever reasons they were.
“Thanks,” you said and the teacher shut the door. You
untangled yourself from your blankets and set to work pulling your suitcase
from the closet and stuffing it full of clean clothes. Outside in the hall, you
could hear excited voices and footsteps pound past as groups of girls ran down
the corridor to the dining hall or wherever. You looked up at the ceiling in
exasperation and wondered why your life wasn’t so interesting.
But it was. You dueled Chazz and you hadn’t died, so that
was a plus. Zane Truesdale was a thing. Or something like that. Whatever. You
quickly put a bra on to protect yourself from the thin material of your shirt and
dragged tight jeans that were too tight over your bare legs. “They must fit!”
you hissed to yourself, struggling to button them. When you succeeded, you
stared at yourself in the mirror and observed the way your hair was a bush.
“Ah, you little bitch,” you mumbled, gathering it into a giant bun on top of
your head and tying it there. You shoved shoes on and half-walked, half-ran out
of the room.
Down in the dining hall, people were everywhere, all talking
at an unnecessary decibel level. You rolled your eyes and pushed your way
through until you could reach the tables with the food. Loren was there, in her
usual loose tank-top and tight skirt. She whipped around to look at you, her
long hair bouncing with the movement. “Aila!” she squealed, but you were right
there so it was a little too much.
“Friend,” you greeted her. She grinned and kissed you on the
cheek.
“I’m going over to the Ra dorms after this. Come?” She
grabbed at a roll before another student could take it. You casually piled tons
of food onto your plate.
“Uh, yeah,” you replied, filling your cup with orange juice.
“Why is this?”
Loren dragged you away from the food and toward the tables,
where she fell into a chair and set her things before her. After daintily
arranging herself and shoving half the roll into her mouth to chew and swallow,
she looked up at you from behind her glasses. “To meet my man, obviously.”
“Ah, yes, the man.” You ate your food and then it was
suddenly over—you were done and she was done and the two of you stood up and
got rid of your plates, and you got to wondering why the days moved so fast.
Outside, Loren pulled you along the path toward the Ra
dorms. People in yellow uniforms passed you by, some giving confused looks as
to why two non-uniformed Obelisks were going in the other direction. You sighed
and let it all happen.
Once at the dorms, she marched up the steps and into the
building, whose doors opened into a cafeteria-like place filled with long
tables. Loren scooted along the wall until she reached the end of a table where
about five guys sat. She tapped one on the shoulder and he jumped, looking over
his shoulder to see who it was, and then standing up suddenly in something
between embarrassment and excitement.
“Aila,” Loren said with flourish. “This is Caleb.”
The boy smiled at you bashfully and you took a moment to
observe. He was short, about your height and definitely shorter than Loren, and
had a shock of spiky light brown hair and two very bright, very honey-colored
eyes. “Hi,” he said in a small, friendly voice.
You melted. “Hey,” you said, smiling back so he didn’t feel
so intimidated by your previously blank expression.
Loren beamed and wrapped an arm around your shoulder to
whisper very softly in your ear, “Isn’t he cute? He’s cute.” You just nodded
and Caleb, who had no idea what she was saying, blushed and looked at the
ground. You melted again.
“I should go,” you told her, poking her on the nose. “But
have fun.” You waved at both of them and quickly escaped. The cool mid-morning
air hit you and you rushed down the path toward the warm buildings as fast as
you could.
Back in your dorm, you stared around the room and dug
through your books to see if there was anything you’d want to bring back to the
mainland with you. You found, sandwiched between a special summons textbook and
an art sketchpad, the scientific journal. Picking it up, you turned it over in
your hands and flipped open the front cover to read the call number Zane had
written on the sticky note. His handwriting looked like a font.
You crinkled your nose in thought and closed the small book,
tucking it under your arm. You looked toward the small fish tank on your desk
and observed that your singular blue fish was swimming in lazy circles around a
piece of fake kelp. Such a smart little fishy.
“Hello, baby,” you cooed at it, leaning down so you were
eye-level with the tank. The little creature swam up to the glass and stared at
you blankly with yellow gem eyes. You sighed and stood up. “I need to find you
a home for vacation,” you muttered to the fish. Digging through the bin of pet
items on the floor, you found a tiny travel tank and scooped the confused blue
fish and some tank water into it. “There you go, baby,” you said, setting it
down on the desk where the little animal floated there for a moment in disorientation
and then began exploring its 5’x5’x5’ home.
You dragged your suitcase to the door and lovingly arranged
the rest of your stuff that wouldn’t fit in the bag in a giant pile in the
middle of the room. With the journal still under your arm, you gently plucked
up the small travel tank and headed out of the room and down the hall.
In the main foyer, people were chatting and trying to
maneuver around suitcases. You always wondered why nobody seemed to notice the
girls-dorms-vs-boys-dorms rule, as both sexes wandered in and out of both
dorms. Sometimes, most people ate in the boys’ dining hall and sometimes they
ate in the girls’ dining hall. The school might as well have had unisex dorms.
You picked your way through the crowd, careful not to spill
any water, and finally made it out of the building and into the cold sunshine. A
girl you recognized from art class stopped you on your way to the quad and shot
a short look at your little upset blue fish. “Where are you going?” she asked
with a smile. She was a nice girl.
“To return this book to the study room,” you replied,
nodding to the item tucked under your arm.
“Are you going to get ready for the dance soon?” she said.
“A bunch of girls are doing each others’ hair and makeup soon in the common
room.”
“Sounds good. I may come by later if I have time,” you told
her. She walked off after a brief goodbye and you felt bad about lying. You
looked down at your fish and he seemed to give you a reproachful look. “Stop
it,” you hissed at him.
Few students were on the path that wound back behind the
main building to a different entrance. You didn’t usually take this route but
the front was so busy that it was really the only safe option.
Sunlight filtered through the overhead trees, creating a
dappled ground. The water in the tank swayed slightly as you made your way down
the trail, the blue fish darting from wall to wall as though checking out the
scenery. You turned a corner and stopped short. Zane was standing off to the
side, looking down at his cell-phone, the expression on his face tense. You
frowned and strongly considered turning back around so as not to disrupt this
obviously important moment. You pivoted on your heel and peered down into the
fishbowl for some semblance of intelligent help from the fish. He just floated
there and stared around with his oversized yellow eyes. You sighed in
frustration.
“Aila?” a voice said. You snapped your head up in shock to
see Zane looking at you, the tense expression gone and replaced with calm
nothing. He tilted his head and his eyes smiled. You felt something inside of
you drop forever.
“Uh, hey,” you said. You didn’t move. Zane seemed only
semi-real, and you were afraid that if you made any sudden movements or noise,
he’d unfold wings and disappear in a flurry of blue feathers and wind.
He didn’t really move either at first, so the two of you
stared at each other for a moment until he sighed and shoved his cell-phone in
his pants pocket. “How are you?” he asked leisurely, tilting his head.
You pursed your lips at your fish briefly. “I’m doing
alright. How are you?”
“I’m doing well, thank you,” he said, almost murmured, and
you felt much watched. Just as you managed to pull yourself together and up out
of your pit of confusion, he caught sight of the journal tucked under your arm.
The most out-of-place smile suddenly appeared on his face. “Ah,” he muttered,
advancing toward you calmly and stopping a few feet away. “You still have the
journal. Are you returning it?” At your wary nod, he tilted his head again and
looked down at you with very cat-like, observant eyes. “Can I see it?” He
extended his hand and you handed him the thin volume, which he immediately began
flipping through.
You were keenly aware that you were being hunted, or some
approximation of it. He was feline—which was odd, really, because usually you
found him very bird-like—and seemingly at ease in this weird area of the forest
path near the back of the school. You took a moment to observe that his
shoulders were still tensed and a dark glitter was settled far back in his
gaze. Maybe you should run, you thought.
Zane looked at you and lowered the book. “It’s very good,”
he said, gesturing to it. You weren’t sure he was expecting a response, so you
stuck with an affirmative noise and a nod of the head. He accepted that and
looked back down at its white and red cover. “What part did you enjoy most?”
Right, like you had been reading it. Though, his question
sounded far more amused than it did judgmental. You looked up at him and he was
staring right back at you. Oh. “I don’t know,” you sighed. “Fibrinogen. That
stuff.” It was the first thing that came to mind and you were almost sure you
hadn’t pronounced it correctly. You were horrible.
He looked genuinely surprised. “You read the other studies?”
“Kind of. In passing.” You shrugged. “I didn’t absorb too
much though, so don’t quiz me.” You unconsciously reached up and patted your
large bun of hair. Zane chuckled suddenly and you almost dropped your fish.
“I won’t,” he said, “don’t worry.” He handed the book back
to you and his eyes fell curiously on your tank.
“Oh,” you said. “This is Tamale. He hates everyone.” You
held the little tank up higher so there was better visibility. He gazed down
into the water where Tamale swam in jerky circles. “He eats flakes and loves the
color blue because he’s so full of himself. Also, he hates the vacuum because
it makes his water vibrate.” You made eye-contact with Zane, who was giving you
a very amused look. “He’s a difficult fish.”
“Seems like it,” Zane said.
This was surreal. “Well,” you said after a moment of
silence, “I’ll go now. I have to return this and get a sitter.” You blinked at
him and he blinked back expectantly. “Uh, see you later, maybe. Bye.” You
nodded at him and smiled, walking around him and down the rest of the path.
“Aila!” he called, but didn’t really; you may have just been
listening too hard. You struggled between whipping around instantaneously as
though expecting his call and acting confused. You did neither. You hesitantly
looked over your shoulder at him. Zane
gazed coolly at you from the relative shade of the trees, his eyes especially
sharp and intense in the off lighting.
“Yeah?” you asked, feeling highly uncomfortable in the
silence.
He half-smiled, the action forming a smirk, and chuckled a
bit before answering. “See you later, maybe.”
You knew he was making fun of your awkward goodbye, but it
didn’t really matter because then he waved at you and gave you this look that
conveyed something like, “Definitely later,” and turned back around, and you
just stood there with Tamale and felt strangely hit-on. “Oh,” you muttered, and
went off down your path.
The main hall was pretty damn crowded. You slunk along the
wall and quietly made your way to the smaller side hall that led to the study
room. A group of Ra students talking in intense whispers passed you by and a
few of them stared at you in that peculiar, specific way Ra and Slifer students
stared at third-year Obelisks. You gave them a small smile and they looked
shocked. Turning the corner brought you to a thick knot of loud Slifers, all in
brilliant red and toting a mixture of suitcases, duffle bags and backpacks. You
peered at the throng closely and figured there was no way around it—you’d have
to go through. You looked at Tamale who looked right back and gave you the most
flat-out irritated expression you’d ever seen on a creature that wasn’t Chazz.
You sighed and then there was a commotion. “Out of the way!”
a voice barked loudly, and the group of muttering, grumbling Slifers parted to
allow a bristling Chazz Princeton through. Look at that.
The two of you looked at each other and the group fell
silent. You were confused until you realized that they had seen the two of you
duel and were rapt in watching the two rivals face-off in person. Oh god.
“Hey,” you said finally, feeling your bun of hair bounce as you nodded at him.
Chazz’s eyes were especially dead and black. He glanced you
up and down and then peered at your fish critically. “Hello, Aila,” he said
flatly.
“I see you’re in a good mood,” you said, smiling widely as
he blinked blankly at you. He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms with a quiet
huff. “Excited for the end of semester?” you asked.
“Not really,” he bit out under his breath, face darkening.
His whole aura clouded and you could almost see wisps of smoke rise from his
form.
“Why?”
He seemed surprised by the question and took a moment to
answer. He measured you with a look. “Because my family is full of shit,” he
said in a tone somewhere between hateful and resigned. Then he seemed to collect
himself and frowned. “Why do you care?”
You shrugged. “You just looked upset. Is the study room
open?” He nodded slowly and you smiled.
“Well, I gotta go. Sorry about your
family being so difficult. Try to have a nice vacation, Chazz.”
You moved to pass him and he stopped you by stepping in
front of your path. You looked at him in confusion while the group of Slifers
fell under a tense, watchful spell. “Something wrong?” you said.
“Just because you almost
beat me in a duel doesn’t mean you need to be so nice,” he said, his
characteristically flat black eyes boring into your face. “I don’t need pity
from you, Aila.”
You sighed and consulted your fish with a look. “Listen,
Chazz,” you began, setting your free hand on his shoulder. Chazz immediately
froze and stared at your extended arm suspiciously. “I don’t pity you. You beat
me. You just said so. I don’t care that you won.” At that, he gave you a
piercing look and you cut off the words rising in his throat. “And by that, I
mean that I’m glad you won, because I don’t care about dueling and winning and
that stuff. So don’t think that am holding some sort of… bitter grudge against
you, because even though I “almost”
beat you, I didn’t, and so you shouldn’t think that I am laying in wait to kill
you or something because I don’t care.”
Chazz’s deadpan expression didn’t change, but his frown
deepened. “You should care,” he
reminded you. Then he sighed and rolled his eyes. “Fine, you don’t pity me.
Whatever. Just don’t ever think that we won’t duel again. I will beat you
definitively next time.”
“Right. Cool.”
Chazz narrowed his eyes at you. “You’d better believe it.”
“I do.” You smiled at him and removed your hand from his
shoulder. “Are you going to the dance?”
He seemed genuinely surprised. “… Yeah, why?” His eyes spoke
of a deep, deep skepticism toward your honest intentions.
“Just make sure you have fun. You, like, never smile, so you
should do that. Being unhappy is bad for your health. I read about it.” You
gestured with your head to the journal tucked under your arm. “Do that?”
Silence. He blinked at you blankly and all traces of anger
disappeared from his face, replaced with complete confusion. “I’ll try that,”
he said after a while, tone somber and resigned. “Have a nice day, Aila.”
“Have a nice day, Chazz!” You walked around him and through
the parted group of Slifer students.
There was a stretch of quiet as you left
and then there was commotion again and Chazz yelled, “Get the hell out of here,
you slackers!” and they quieted down into excited whispers.
You walked as quickly as you could away from the scene and
rounded yet another corner. Your heart rate slowed only slightly. Talking to
Chazz was one of the most stressful things in the world, you figured. He was
just so… intense. You shuddered and then spent a moment trying to keep Tamale’s
water from spilling.
The study room was calm and silent as you slipped inside.
Winding your way to the back, you set the journal on the coffee table with the
others. Tamale’s tank made a little gurgling noise and you looked down to see
him blowing bubbles near the surface of the water. “I feel ya, baby,” you cooed
to him.
You needed to find someone to watch your fish for the
holiday. Tamale was a beta and he only needed to eat once a week, but still, he
was fussy and would most surely be happier with clean water and someone to
stare at from beside his kelp. “You aren’t gonna die, friend,” you told him
with assurance. “I’ll get you someone.” Tamale gave you no indication he cared.
Back in the hallway, you stared around and tried to think.
Some people you knew walked by and they asked whether or not you were getting
ready for the dance soon. Blah. You said maybe to all of them and tried to keep
the conversation to a minimum. People made you feel pressure to be interesting.
You made your way to the main corridor and immediately
caught sight of Caleb. He was standing with his back to you, talking with some
other Ra students. You glanced around to see if Loren was nearby. She was not.
“Caleb,” you called, coming up behind him. He turned in confusion and, when he
caught sight of you, smiled and reached up to tug at his short hair nervously.
“Oh, hello, Aila,” he said shyly, face reddening as his
friends looked on in awe.
Melting. “Are you going away for vacation? Or are you staying?”
Ra students had a tendency to stay over holidays and he didn’t appear too
affluent—Loren would have said something—so the likelihood of him staying was
pretty high.
“I’m staying” he replied, blinking at you with his wide,
innocent eyes. He smiled and when you smiled back his turned shaky and he
looked at the floor. “May I ask why?” he said, still examining the tiles.
“Uh, yeah. I’m going away and I have a pet I need watched.
He’s really easy. He just needs to be fed once a week and have some of his water
switched out a few times. Would you be willing to hold onto him until I get
back?” You held Tamale out and Caleb raised his head to stare at the blue fish.
“O-of course,” he said, beginning to glow. You tried to keep
it together as he beamed at you. “I’d love to help!”
“Great, thanks!” You handed him the small tank and he took
it carefully, gazing down into the water where Tamale floated sullenly, waving
his tail and drifting in lazy circles. “I’ll get the food to you somehow. It’s
just flakes. It’s whatever. Thank you so much, really.”
You were worried for a moment considering how red he turned.
“A-ah, yeah. Y-you’re welcome,” he mumbled, smiling in embarrassment. You
thanked him again and walked off, leaving a flustered Caleb with his excited
friends.
Part of you felt bad for pulling rank there, but he was a
good choice not only because he may have been an angel on earth but because he
would be too worried about upsetting a third-year Obelisk to fuck anything up.
You sighed. You were awful, sometimes.
On impulse, you
turned back around and called his name. "Caleb!"
He jumped and
stared around wildly for the voice before catching sight of you. You half-waved
at him and said, "I owe you one! Really! And don't let him die,
okay?" And just because you were feeling crazy from talking to both Zane
Truesdale and Chazz Princeton in one day, you sort of, kind of blew him a kiss.
He almost
dropped the fish but didn't, thank god. Caleb was redder than humanly possible
and seemed awfully flustered. "O-okay," he squeaked, and returned the
wave much more shyly.
You were
enjoying this too much. You winked at him and a girl with a pink dress on and
curled blond hair stepped into your vision.
"Hey,"
she said, her voice a little too sweet-sounding for her apparent age. "You
should stick to your own kind, and not bother Caleb." She almost spat the
last words, and you could feel possessiveness pour off her in waves. You
noticed out of the corner of your eyes that clusters of Ra students had formed
close by and were watching intently. It dawned on you that this girl may be the
Chazz of the Ra students. If so, this was insane.
You looked her
up and down, eyes resting her hands, clenched into white-knuckled fists at her
sides. You scrunched your face up and sighed, giving her a sad look.
"You need
to turn it all the way down," you told her.
There was a
tense silence as her eyes widened dramatically and then the other Ra students
collapsed into fervent whispers, and you heard one boy say, a little too
loudly, "Oh, shit, she got told off by an Obelisk!" and the rest of
the group gasped almost in unison.
The girl made a
facial expression you couldn't decipher. "You think, just because you're
an Obelisk, that—ˮ
"I don't
think anything," you cut her off, holding up a hand. You tried to give her
an understanding smile. "I was talking to a friend. I'm allowed to have
friends in other social groups."
This day was an
actual mess.
The girl opened
her mouth and said something that sounded almost exactly like "You’re a
bitch!" but you couldn't be too sure because the words were interrupted by
another voice.
"No, I'm
not," you said before you could stop yourself. All of you wanted to slap a
hand over your mouth for continuing the conversation, but you didn't, you just
gazed at her levelly and raised an eyebrow. "I'm not a bitch for wanting
to talk with someone I know, and I'm definitely not a bitch for standing up to
you. So, no, I'm not a bitch." You took a step closer to her and
from this angle you could see how her jaw was clenched tightly and her blue
eyes had become watery but defiant. "So, please, do not call me
one," you finished, "if at all possible. Thank you. Have a nice
day."
At that, you
turned and walked off, leaving the girl standing there in her pink dress, with
her clenched fists and jaw and her hair nicely curled for the dance. You knew
she would cry, because you would have, but you wanted to get out of there so
badly you didn't even consider being sympathetic, at least not for now.
"Oh my
god!" you gasped into your hands, once you had made it safely around a few
corners and found yourself in the empty space between two staircases. You
lifted the bottom hem of your shirt to your mouth and hyperventilated into it.
Tears pricked your eyes and you cursed at yourself for being so emotional.
Adrenaline from
being so forward pounded through you, but all it did right now was make it hard
to breathe around the lump in your throat. "Jesus," you muttered,
wiping at your eyes with your shirt.
You took ten minutes to calm down and then
slipped out of the crevice between the staircases. The halls had calmed down
and now only scattered clumps of people stood around, some of them already
dressed for the dance. You saw a girl walk by in a yellow mermaid gown and high
heels. You wondered why dances were even held in the first place.
You slowly made
your way back to the front foyer and came upon Crowler, who immediately pinned
you with a look and marched over. "Aila!" he said/screeched. "I
need to speak with you!" You nodded slowly and smiled at him. Crowler
paused and brushed his jacket front off before continuing. "I have some
fantastic news," he gushed, beady eyes widening. "I have entered you
in a contest."
No. "A
what?" you asked, blinking at him.
"A
contest," he replied, making an odd hand gesture reminiscent of cat
kneading the air. "I thought about your duel with Chazz and realized that
you have some serious potential. So I made note of you to a friend of mine, and
he and I agreed that you will be our female representative for the International
Youth Dueling Tournament this spring. The one held in Germany." He stared
down at you expectantly.
You opened and
closed your mouth a few times. "Oh," you finally managed. "And I
will have to... duel?"
"Of
course!" he exclaimed, throwing his hands up. "You will be the face
of our school! You will be an inspiration for female duelists everywhere!"
He sighed contentedly and crossed his arms. "We will win it all, I know
it. No way can we fail."
Your stomach
seemingly dropped out of your body entirely. "Well, I don't know about
that..." You smiled at him nervously and he didn't seem to notice your
unease. "Who's the male duelist? There's two of us, right? I'm not dueling
alone, right?"
"Obviously
not!" he scoffed. "No, you will be dueling with Zane!" At your
blank facial expression, he smiled very cat-like and nodded. "I assume you
know Mr. Truesdale, both of you being of superior dueling rank," Crowler
purred, and you felt a little weird watching him preen to himself. "Not to
be confused with the younger Truesdale brother, no, not him, he's horrendous.
There's nothing to worry about. Now, I have to go speak with the health
inspectors concerning the school's state." He made a face. "Don't
think much on it, Aila. We won't start training until after break."
"Of course,"
you muttered, smiling at him as he sauntered away. A scream steadily rose in
your throat. You glanced at the wall clock and decided that the best option for
your health and perhaps everyone else's would be to go back to the dorm and
roll around on the bed in misery. You rushed out of the front doors as quickly
as possible and ran wildly across the quad and down the path to the Obelisk
dormitories.
Your rug was
awfully interesting. You had been staring down at it, having lay face-down on
your bed with your head and arms hanging off. The carpet was maroon and pretty
soft, but if you focused real hard and didn't acknowledge it was a rug in the
first place, it kind of looked like red sand. You patted it with your palm, and
it was definitely not sand.
You had spent
the past few hours alternately breathing deeply into your bedspread and sitting
with your forehead pressed against the cool window glass.
Don't think
much on it, Aila.
"Oh
no!" you moaned, kicking the bed uselessly. "No no no no no."
You shook your head and your large bun bounced. It was already three o' clock
and the dance began at six thirty. You weren't going, you had decided with
enough finality to matter about forty-five minutes ago, but you still peered
angrily at your closet of unwearable dresses. It wasn't their fault.
"Sorry," you told the door.
Your cell phone
rang by your ear and you answered it blindly. "Yeah?"
"Hey, baby
girl!"
"Hey,
friend."
There was
momentary silence as Loren thought. "You're upset about something. What is
it? You know you can tell me, baby."
You groaned and
looked sadly at your closet door. "I'm dueling in the spring international
tournament."
Loren laughed.
"What? Oh. Since when?"
"Since ten
this morning. Crowler let me know. I'm gonna throw up."
"No,
you're not. Don't be silly. You're going to kick ass."
"Don't
even." You rubbed your forehead and squeezed your eyes shut.
Loren sighed
and hummed a bit. "Well, that's shit, girl. I mean, you dueled damn fine
with that Chazz kid, but, I mean, you're kind of a hot mess. Not that that
changes anything, but anyone with eyes can see that you're not feeling the
dueling part of dueling."
"Thanks."
"De
nada."
You sighed.
"I don't know why he didn't choose someone definitely good. I'm
hit-or-miss at best." You flopped back on the pillows. "My day is
crap, Loren."
"I heard
you put some bitch in her place today. Good girl."
"Oh,
Jesus. Who told you that? That wasn't meant to happen. I'm not a bad person. I
don't do things like that."
She laughed.
"The whole Ra student body is talking about it. That girl was, like, the
shit, and she's all embarrassed now. Great, because she was all up on my
man."
"I only
told her to not call me a bitch."
"You made
her feel humble, girl. You made her feel ashamed of being so obnoxious. That's good
stuff, sister."
"No, it's
not," you whined, slapping a hand over your eyes. "Now people are
going to hate me."
"No! No
they will not! No way! You're the queen, girl. Feel good." She paused.
"I have to go, sorry. Some people want to start getting ready for the
dance and apparently I'm the only one who knows how to French braid,
so..."
"Poor
baby."
"Shut up.
I love you." She hanged up and you tossed the phone away from you.
"Why?"
you asked the ceiling. It didn't say anything particularly useful back. You
flopped back on the blankets and almost instantaneously fell asleep. Upon
waking up four hours later, you were astounded at your efficient sleeping
skills. “Damn girl,” you said to yourself, stretching groggily across the bed
and yawning.
The room had darkened
and was now cast in orange light from the sunset beyond the windows. You
checked the digital clock next to the bed. Almost seven. The thought that there
was something meaningful and possibly fun going on somewhere close to you made
you crinkle your nose up in frustration. Whatever. You didn’t do well with
dances.
You swung your
legs over the edge of the bed and caught sight of your deck sitting quietly on
the floor near your shoes. You had a bizarre urge to stomp on them but then
thought about how they had feelings and it wasn’t really their fault you were
such a mess. The next bizarre thought you had was that they deserved a hug for
putting up with you. “Jesus, Aila,” you breathed, rolling your eyes and
huffing. The dorm supervisors came by later to pick up the bags on large carts,
and you set to stuffing the pile of things you didn’t need to bring but didn’t
want to have all over the place into the closet unceremoniously until you could
find a better place after vacation. Wow, you were especially bad today.
You made a
sobbing noise and reached into a secret bag and pulled out a snack bag of
cookies. Tonight seemed more and more to be a night of wallowing, and, goddamn
it, if you wanted to eat as well then why shouldn’t you be able to? No
immediate rebuttal popped to mind and you opened the pack, pulling out a cookie
and devouring it. Slipping your shoes on, you grabbed a sweatshirt and walked
off down the hall with your food.
The foyer was
empty and your footsteps echoed off the high glass ceiling. Looking up, you
could see the wash of colored sky above your head, all reds and purples and
oranges. Wispy black clouds drifted along and everything seemed like a painted
canvas had been thrown over the building, it was so bright. You moved forward
and pushed open the doors with a shoulder, stepping out into the cool evening
air. Cooler than you thought it might be. You hissed and quickly donned your
sweatshirt.
The quad was
quiet as you shuffled across it toward the dock, which was the only place you
thought to go where it wouldn’t matter you were alone. It occurred to you that
other people must not be going to the dance, but the effort of finding them was
too much and you were not really up for that. You sighed and continued toward
the water, eating cookies all the way there. The campus facilities crew had
helpfully placed trash cans every thirty feet or so—and it was necessary; this
student body was stupidly messy—and so, seven minutes later, you tossed your
empty snack bag into a can and stepped onto the dock.
The dock was
long and was actually part of a much larger harbor that stretched further out
into the bay. The part people spent time on was a giant cement slab built into
the side of the island that hanged out over the water but did not actually touch
it; the water line came up to about five inches below the bottom of the slab.
Steps went from this part down to the part where boats actually docked. All
things considered, the dock was a pretty secluded area that was essentially on
the water, and that was fine by you.
You made your
way onto the giant piece of cement and to the edge that faced the water. The
bay stretched out before you in a shimmering panorama of shifting color. You
sighed and wondered why other parts of your day couldn’t be nearly as spectacular.
“Well, would
you look at this,” a voice said. You jumped so suddenly you almost toppled into
the water below. Spinning to your right, you caught sight of the speaker and
almost died.
Zane looked
very relaxed in his black suit pants and crisp, black collared shirt. The fact
that he wasn’t wearing any blue confused you for a moment. He blinked down at
you and smiled languidly.
“Seemed you had the same idea as I did…” His voice
was on the verge of conversational.
You had no idea
what the hell was going on. “You didn’t go to the dance?” you asked, because
that was the only coherent thing that came to mind. He shook his head and you
pursed your lips. The weird predator-like watchfulness vibe you had got from
him earlier was on in full force, and you couldn’t tell if it was because he
could sense your nervousness or if you were just insane. Also, maybe he was
just into intently staring at people he only had known for three days. Probably
not.
“Can I ask why not?” you said slowly, trying to convey your confusion
tonally. This guy was, like, the most sought-after man in the school, literally
any girl would want to go to a dance
with him, and he was standing out on a fucking dock at seven in the evening in
the cold.
Zane seemed to
absorb your train of thought and gave you what were essentially a smile and a
raise of an eyebrow. He looked like a goddamn model standing there giving you
that look in his fancy clothes. “I don’t like dances much,” he said in a low
voice, kind of under his breath, like it was a secret he was letting you in on.
You blinked blankly at him and he slid his hands into his pants pockets. “May I
ask why you aren’t at the dance?”It
dawned on you that the weirdness you were sensing in his voice was playfulness.
He was being playful. Zane Truesdale was being playful with you on a dock at
seven in the evening in the cold and you had no fucking idea why.
“I’m bad at
dances,” you said bluntly and you swore his eyes glittered in mirth.
He shrugged and
looked over his shoulder briefly in the direction of the Obelisk boys’
dormitory where the dance was happening. Then he looked back down at you. “Out
of all the possible things you could be bad at, that seems like an okay one,”
he stated, still smiling. “You could be bad at social interaction or
tactfulness.”
You weren’t
expecting him to be so intellectual on a
goddamn dock at seven in the evening in the cold and so you took a moment
to respond. “I guess so. But, still, it’s something it would be good to be good
at, right?”
Zane looked so
amused and pleased by that answer you couldn’t figure out of you should feel
offended. “I’d have to agree,” he said after a moment of just observing you.
“If you’re not
going to the dance, why are you dressed up, then?” you asked because that was
the only thing that came to mind next and because it was nagging you. He was
way too dapper right now, and it was making you uncomfortable. But you supposed
he must go through his whole life looking like that.
“I don’t think
I’ve ever had a class with you,” he said thoughtfully. You just stared up into
his eyes as he stared right back, not even caring that you knew he had changed
the subject. He needed to stop smiling. It was flustering you.
“No, we
haven’t,” you replied.
“It’s a shame,”
he muttered, really more to himself and outward toward the sunset. You blinked
rapidly a few times and leaned toward him, trying to figure out if he had
actually said that or if you were dying.
“Why?” you
asked incredulously. “Why would that be a shame?”
Zane looked
down at you from the corner of his eyes. “You’re pretty interesting.” It was
said in the manner one might call a piece of art particularly noteworthy, or
the way one might refer to an especially amusing movie. You toyed with the
thought that maybe Zane was a psychopath and that would explain the bizarre
‘I’m being hunted’ sensation you got when around him. Or maybe not and you were
just disoriented because Zane fucking Truesdale was complimenting you on a dock
at seven in the evening in the cold.
You opened and
closed your mouth a few times wordlessly. Before you could get any less
attractive you placed a hand over your mouth and breathed deeply for a moment.
Zane had turned back to face you and when you looked up at him, he was only
about two feet away and you had a heart attack.
“You okay?” he asked softly,
looking way too amused.
You narrowed
your eyes at him and nodded. “Yes, thank you,” you managed. You sighed deeply
and reached up to poke at your giant bun. “I’m not that much of a mess, but
thanks for your concern.”
Zane chuckled.
“That’s good.” He glanced toward the water for a moment, and, before you could
say anything, said, “You are a very good duelist” very seriously and with the
most peculiar expression.
Oh god. “But
not really,” you informed him. “There are some flukes, but I’m usually pretty
basic.” You used all of your mental power to push comprehension waves toward
him so he’d just get it, agree and drop the subject.
It was to no
avail. “I disagree,” he said. “I think you’re quite good.”
“That’s
relative, though.”
“Not really.”
He seemed adamant about this. His eyes were a little too intense as he stared
down at you and leaned forward a little. “As an unbiased source, I think you’re
very respectable as a duelist.”
An unbiased
source? “But what does ‘respectable’ mean? Obviously I’d do well against
someone who’s genuinely bad, but I’m not genuinely good on the other end.”
“Why aren’t you
good?” At your confused expression, Zane quickly reiterated. “What makes you
think you aren’t any good? There’s nothing to say that.”
“But there is.
I lose all the time.”
“That doesn’t
mean you aren’t good.”
“It does at
this school. Losing isn’t really a relative measure. Losing is losing.”
“Losing a duel
doesn’t make you bad. It just makes the other person better. There’s nothing
wrong with having other people around who are better than you—ˮ
“But what would
you know about that?”
The moment you
said it, you experienced a few trains of thought: the first was that maybe this
was some kind of sensitive topic because why wouldn’t it be?—he was stupidly
good at dueling after all—and it definitely made it hard for him to connect
with other students, the second was that you had just kind of insulted him, but
maybe not really, it was hard to tell, and the third was that he probably
already knew that. How could he go to this school and not notice that being too
good meant that he couldn’t relate to 99% of what the other students went
through? He was smart enough to know that.
You opened your
mouth to apologize and maybe throw yourself casually into the water in
distress, but Zane held up a hand and shook his head for you to stop.
“I’m sorry,” he
said somewhat stiffly, looking anywhere but you and then directly down into
your eyes with a fiery intensity that scared you for a moment. “We don’t have
to talk about dueling. Sometimes I forget people don’t enjoy it as much as I
do.”
You didn’t
really know what to do with this information. You didn’t think he needed to
apologize, even if he was pushing the
topic. What was even going on here?
“N-no, it’s
okay. That’s fine. I mean… I mean if you like talking about it, we can, if
that’s where this conversation is going…” You shrugged helplessly and scrunched
your nose up.
Now he looked a
little confused. There was a stretch of silence, and then he laughed. Like,
actually laughed. Not even like the laughs from before that you thought were
real. He laughed and you could actually sense something like happiness and
relief in it, and it made you want to laugh, too. You didn’t though, because you
were also extremely mystified.
“No, no, that’s
alright,” he said around a smile, seeming to try and catch his breath. “Let’s
talk about something else. Talking about dueling is very boring, actually.”
“Oh, okay,” you
said, still trying to sort your thoughts.
Zane had regained
his composure and his usual calmness appeared again. “What do you want to talk
about?” he asked, blinking at you languidly.
You forgot how
to speak for a moment. “Um, I don’t know. Oh! The tournament,” you said, making
a face. “I guess that’s kind of like talking about dueling, but not really…”
At mention of
the tournament, Zane smiled knowingly and nodded. “Crowler must have told you
then. It was a surprise to me, too.” When you looked confused, he shrugged.
“He’s never pursued it before. I know about the tournament—I’ve meet
contestants. But the Duel Academy has never really cared before now.”
“Great.” You
frowned and his smile widened. “And I suppose I can’t get out of it somehow…?”
His eyes
glittered in mirth. “I would if I could, as well. But it seems there is not. I
haven’t looked very hard, though. Maybe something will come up.”
“Let’s pray,”
you mumbled. Then you looked up at him. “Why don’t you want to do it?”
He shrugged
again. “It’s too much unnecessary work and stress. I rather like to duel on my
own terms, and not someone else’s.”
“So
complicated,” you whispered, shaking your head. In truth, the issue wasn’t the
fact that you had been forced into it, it was the fact that it had to do with
dueling at all. But obviously Zane didn’t have that problem.
You could hear
the loud music pulsing from the boys’ dormitory. Glancing up at the building on
the hill, you sighed. “This is so uncomfortable,” you said, pulling your hands
into your sweatshirt sleeves. After a moment of silence, you looked over at him
to see his eyebrows raised. You went hot. “Ignore that,” you mumbled, reaching
up and grabbing your bun out of nervousness and then playing with your
piercings. He watched all of this and chuckled under his breath.
“I’m sorry,” he
said with a sly smile. “I tried not to disturb you.” He crossed his arms and
settled back into himself a little. You took the time to survey him: his
shoulders were pulled up a little too high—very tensed, apparently—and his
a-little-longer-than-shoulder-length hair was the same oceanic teal as his eyes,
which were, you found, the same color as your eyes. This semi-new development was
very interesting.
“You didn’t,”
you quickly told him when you realized he’d been staring at you, waiting for a
response. You sighed very deeply and looked around yourself at the water, cut
through with orange and red light, and at the tree-covered island rising behind
you. You slowly sank to the ground and sat on the edge of the dock, legs
crossed into a pretzel so as not to get wet. You folded into yourself and tried
to conserve heat by attempting to burrow further into your sweatshirt to no
avail.
You assumed
Zane would get bored of you and walk away, but after a minute or so of silence
he, too, sat down on the dock’s edge. You glanced at him inconspicuously from
the corner of your eye and saw as he gazed out at the water and looked
generally relaxed and impassive.
You had to
swallow before you tried to speak. “What were you going to do?” you asked.
“Instead of going to the dance, what were you going to do on the dock?” This
was said softly and perhaps hesitantly, as you didn’t know whether or not he
was done with talking, but the question was eating at you and it seemed like an
important one.
He tilted his
head and eyes toward you leisurely and half-smiled. “Nothing at all.”
“You were just
going to… be here?” You guessed that was what you were going to do, too, but
you had always assumed Zane might have some important thing going on and didn’t
have time to just ‘be,’ and maybe he’d come down to make phone calls or think
Deep Thoughts or just be generally classy and composed. Normal people did
nothing at all sometimes, but Zane was not normal.
“I was,” he
replied under his breath. The predatory look returned and his normally placid,
pool-like eyes were sharp and glittering and turned on you with a hawk-like
intensity.
You scrunched
your face up in confusion and nodded slowly. “What are you doing for vacation?”
you asked compulsively.
Zane looked
significantly surprised at the question. You wondered if anyone had ever had
the chance to ask the Zane Truesdale about mundane things like vacation. It
didn’t seem like the type of thing his usual companions would talk about.
“I’m going to
Bora Bora,” he said.
“Bora Bora?”
you squeaked. “What—What are you going to do on Bora Bora?”
Zane shrugged
halfheartedly. “My father has business there.”
“Business on a
tropical island?”
“Yes.”
You tried to
make sense of that in your head, but the image of men in suits walking along
white-sand beaches blocked a lot of your thinking power. “Oh,” you managed,
blinking the scene away. “Th-that must be nice…”
He made a face
and shrugged again. “I guess. The weather is very beautiful.”
“I’m sure it
is…” There was a pause while he looked out at the bay and you stared at him intently.
When he made eye contact with you, you jumped in shock.
“What are you
doing for vacation?” he questioned, giving you a decisively searching look.
You frowned.
“Nothing. I’m going home and sitting around and eating. It’s going to be super
eventful.”
He tilted his
head slowly and blinked. “I don’t think I’ve ever had a vacation where I did
nothing.” He seemed to consider something. Then he smiled at you almost coyly,
or maybe that was just his natural smile. “You don’t sound too excited…”
You groaned and
rolled your eyes, slapping your hands over your face. “It’s going to be so
boring,” you mumbled. You sat there like that for a minute and then slowly
lowered your hands to see him peering at you in amusement. You reddened and
returned your hands to your face quickly. “What?” you asked, voice muffled by
the fabric of your sweatshirt.
He chuckled.
“We could trade,” he muttered, voice heavy with some mix of sarcasm and
delight.
“I don’t look
good in a bathing suit.”
He laughed at
that, a genuine one. Laughed for a while, and then he stopped and sighed. There
was a multi-minute-long silence in which you dropped your hands and just stared
at the bay and he closed his eyes and sat there placidly. The bass-heavy music
from the dance could be heard faintly from the glass-walled building on the
side of the hill. You looked over your shoulder at the place and saw colored
lights emanating from it. Part of you wanted to be there and part of you had no
idea why you thought that and subsequently realized none of you wanted to be
there, and why should you, because Zane Truesdale was having a weird bonding
moment with you on a dock at seven (actually more like eight now) in the
evening in the cold, which was getting progressively colder. No, this was fine;
you were just embarrassed to think so.
When you
returned to the real world, you realized he was staring at you calmly. “Yes?”
you prompted cautiously, lest he become agitated and flee into the forest or
fall into the water or something.
“Our eyes are
the same color,” he said, voice thoughtful. You froze and stared owlishly at
him. He examined your face openly and tilted his head in the other direction.
“Yeah, they
are,” you wanted to say, but Zane leaned very close suddenly and held up a hand
for you to quiet.
“I’m going to
kiss you,” he said.
All of your
internal organs evaporated or exploded or something like that. “W-what?”
Zane gave you a
very matter-of-fact look. “I’m going to kiss you,” he reiterated. You sat there
in complete shock as he leaned in and pressed his lips to yours solidly. You
closed your eyes reflexively and tried very hard to calm down in case you began
hyperventilating. He reached a hand up and lightly held one side of your face,
and all of this was very warm and very surreal. Then all of it stopped and
suddenly he wasn’t kissing you anymore, his hand was gone, and you were sitting
there catatonic while he stared at you from about a foot away.
You blinked and
knocked yourself back into the real world. You made wide eyes and impulsively
touched your mouth. Zane licked his lips slightly and blinked very cat-like.
“That was good, I’d say,” he said quietly, voice a lilt and on the edge of
amused.
“S-sure,” you
barely got out. You thought your throat may have closed up it was so hard to
breathe. But then the feeling passed and you just felt light. He was still
gazing at you with an animal intensity. You sighed and reached up to toy with
an earring. “Well,” you said. “It’s good we got that out of the way, huh?”
“Oh, yes. Now
we won’t have anything hanging between us.” It was so obviously sarcasm, you
couldn’t believe he was being sarcastic. He smirked at you easily. “It’s all
very comfortable now, right?”
You were
suddenly exhausted. “Not exactly,” you mumbled, toying with the idea of falling
unconscious as an escape strategy.
He didn’t say
anything but smiled at you languidly. This silence went on for a good two
minutes and you just stared between him and the bay. The heavy thump of bass
vibrated faintly over the trees and you focused very hard on that peculiar
sensation in an attempt to distract yourself from the intensity of his gaze,
which was making your skin busy.
He sighed.
“Well, this turned out better than I imagined it would,” he said thoughtfully,
turning his eyes to the water.
“How did you
imagine it?”
“Boring.”
“I’m glad I
could entertain you.”
“Me, too.” The
look he gave you was, at the least, appreciative. You chose to pointedly ignore
it and instead stare down at your hands which were groping each other in your
lap.
“Could we,
like, make this not awkward,” you deadpanned after a moment.
He chuckled.
“Of course. What would you like to talk about, then?”
“I don’t know.”
“Well, me
neither.”
“Think a little
harder,” you told him. “Come on, you’re the smart one here.”
He smiled
widely, his eyes glittering dark in the waning light. He leaned toward you,
resting his weight on a bent elbow. As this happened, you glanced down and
realized that this movement had pulled the fabric of his crisp black shirt in
the direction of one shoulder and you could clearly see his pale skin pulled
taut over his collar bone.
“I’m going to
kiss you again,” he said.
“You’re very
thin, you know that?” You blinked at him as he gave what you supposed was a
look that would have sent any other girl but you into spontaneous orgasm.
Zane stared at
you for a moment and then laughed. “You’re funny,” he said, sitting upright and
brushing a hand through his turquoise hair. Then he gave you a very cat-like
look. “This is much better than the dance would have been, Aila.”
“Oh, I’m sure.”
You didn’t know what to do with yourself. You didn’t think he knew what to do either.
Zane sighed.
After a moment, he pushed himself to his feet and extended a hand to help you
up. You took his grasp and felt yourself get pulled to standing position by an
unexpectedly strong force. Out of nowhere, and before you could register it,
Zane was standing very close to you and he leaned down until his bright, predatory
eyes were on the same level as yours. You felt everything freeze and your
breathing slow, but your heart rate shot through the roof and you wondered
briefly if you were dying.
He smiled and
you could see the delight light up his oceanic eyes like blue cracks of
lightning. “Have a nice vacation, Aila,” he said practically under his breath
but very intently and clearly.
“Yeah,” you
breathed, too afraid to make much noise with him so close. “You too, Zane.”
The smile in
his eyes was overwhelming but his face had reverted to its odd, usual
placidity. “Thanks,” he whispered somewhat playfully, reminding you once again
that this absurd interaction was taking place on a dock at eight in the evening
in the cold, and it was all very fucking ridiculous.
He kissed you again, kind of aggressively, and, in all
honesty, your brain shut off and the most you could comprehend was the push and
the heat and the feeling of his hand on your lower back. When he pulled away
after almost a minute you tried to find your footing and not fall into the
water, and then you looked up at him and realized your breathing was very
heavy.
He looked extremely pleased or sated or one of those things.
Both of those things. You felt heat consume your face and you wiped at your
mouth with the back of your sweatshirt sleeve since your lips felt a little too
tingly for your liking. “Is this what you usually do when you don’t go to dances?”
you asked, voice muffled by the fabric.
“No,” he said, blinking languidly. A small smirk pulled
itself across his face. A device on him beeped and he made no indication he
heard it. “I have to go now, unfortunately. We can continue this after the new
semester resumes, I guess, if that’s what you’d like.” He seemed to chuckle at
your confused, flustered squeak. “Have a nice vacation, Aila.”
“Yeah, you too, Zane.” You sighed deeply and tucked your
hands into your sleeves, watching as he turned and walked off in the other
direction down the dock toward the private boats, giving you a small,
nonchalant wave as he did so. You waved back even though he couldn’t see.
You crinkled your face up in confusion. “Whatever,” you
whispered dully, feeling an odd combination of butterflies and hurricanes pick
up in your stomach. You then turned and made your way up the slope toward the
dorms for the evening.
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